am dead bushed... so tired... bah... :( wanna just sleep... hurhur... luxury...

anyway, today was actually good... haven't felt happy in sch since i dunno when... was quite thankful... :) thanks to everyone who made it great... :)

started off with a surprise! my og dragged me with them... and guess what? hey, there was a bday cake there... yes its a bit late, but its the thought the counts... nice chocolate cake and since i was kinda hungry, i was really content... :D love u guys... ;)

then, the day just proceeded as usual... and jeanne tan missed checking my tutorial again... she checked the rest of the class, so i was glad... my impression of her is improving... ;) haha... spent a greater part of my break doing my gp compre due last monday? haha... managed not to get caught for a week, decided it was hazardous to continue... :P

kk, still got a whole lot of nonsense to finish... bah. pe was fun... this is my first lesson in 2 or 3 weeks... haha... i missed all the pt and skipped straight to soccer... and i was goalie for half the match, glad i didn't let in anything... :P ok, nick, yes my goal is smaller, but i'm smaller size too, so my team mates decided to compensate... ;)

had dinner at 4pm, believe it or not. well, i dun have a choice cuz at 5 there's chem S lesson, and straight after tt have to rush for CIP starting at 7.30... so brilliant!! ok, so i admit, i'm hungry now... :P

hmmmph, chem s was seriously brain draining. was so bushed after it... died in the cab to CIP... couldn't stay awake... and went i went, i just couldn't be bothered to argue with the girl who refused to do her work. couldn't summon any energy. sighs, its so difficult... at the end of the day, i'm so tired, and i've to help others with hw when my brain ain't working? tough call... well, i feel kinda sad now though. this would be the last session with my tutees. i didn't know tt beforehand, or i guess, work wouldn't have been so important? might have tired to say some stuff tt would knock sense into them. but such is fate. they were deemed not suitable for the programme cuz they are *special* kids... well, slow in development, so i guess we aren't the best equipped to help them. even i can't deny that. well, its sad to see them go, afterall, i've spent a greater part of my tuesday nights with them, and if i didn't feel something for them, i wouldn't be doing this cuz i find it hard to cope with the fatigue. yup, and i've to constantly search for gifts for them, to bribe them to do their work... i've bonded with at least oine of them, leaving is hard... esp when u dun get to say goodbye at all... ah well... hope you all would mature and get some sense in... please do... i wanna see all of u go further in life. new charges next week, wonder how they're like...

i gotta decide whether to accept or reject the international bio O training by tonite... but all of u managed to change my mind i guess... not a single person said not to go... so well... what more can i say. not too keen, but i guess i could reject it after i've tried rite? heh... wished u were here with me though... so u'd feel better at least. or maybe, tt i didn't get it...

yup anyway, think i'm lagging in every aspect of work cuz of my lack of discipline. sucks... aaron told me so... well, not like i didn't know before tt. forever in front of the com or tv... lack of slp is the price i have to pay. haha... stupid fool.